hmm :( .

nmpk budak kt atz neyh ? nmpkkn ? dy adeq aq yg lazt . nme dy Nor Qaseh Batrisyia umo dy bru stahon jagung . bru jea , ary tuhh . hmm , aq tak tao lah , npe aq taley na bgy kaseh syg kt dy ? may b dy bnyk dose dgn aq kowt , hee . wlaopon dy bayi yg tak bdose , tpy dose dy kt aq mmg bnyk . mmg aq taley na maafkn . aq nan dy mmg taley na ngam sjak dy lahir lgy . may b sbb beze umo kteorg tlalu jaoh kowt , 13 taon kowt . if dy neyh llkay , may b aq bole bgy dy kseh syg sbb aq suke adeq llky , hmm . adeq aq suke buad msalah . byle dy yg wt sala , aq yg kne mara . FAIR KN ? suke gyle aq byle kne mara psal ksalahan org laen . prent aq slalu lbyhkn dy , smpayy aq kekurangan kaseh syg . sume kaseh syg yg prent aq bgy kt aq , sumnye da pnda kt adeq2 aq . hmm :'( . wlaopon dyeowg da bnyk bgy aq mcm2 tpy hty aq ttp tak puaz , aq bkn na sume bnde tuhh , aq na kseh syg jea . tuhh da ckup bmkne da buad aq . tpy sume org tak hiraukn aq . sumenye na kt adeq aq :( . ade 1 hry tuhh , tyme tuh aq blek uma nnek aq . sume mak/bpak sdare ade kt uma . tyme tuhh ade adeq sdare aq , nme dy Adam Rizqi , umo dy sme nan adeq neyh . paz uhh , aq asyik maen jea lahh nan dy kn ? tyme asyik brmaen dgn adeq sdare aq neyh , tetybe mak aq ketok kpale aq . then dy kte mcm neyh : " koe dgn adeq org laen koe na maen , dgn adeq sndry lngsong koe tak na hiraukn kn " . huh ? sala kea aq na maen dgn dy ? lgypown aq tringin na meyn dgn adeq llky , bknnye slalu pown aq maen dgn dy . adeq aq tuhh , hry2 aq bole maen dgn dy . wlaopon aq kurangg na beri perhatian kt dy , hmm :( . npe aq dlyn mcm neyh , sjak adeq aq lahir ? hmm :( . aq bnyk smpn dndam kt dy , aq tak pena na anggp dy adeq aq . klao korunk kt tmpt aq mzty korunk sdyh . hmm , kdng2 aq bole stress sbb dy . aq mmg tak puaz hty dgn dy . hmm , aq tak tao lahh byle aq bole bgy kseh syg kt dy ? hty aq mmg sked dgn dy . tak tao da na ckp pe , btw , hty aq lege dpad luahkn sumenye . k lahh stop cyte . byep :( !